Starling

it slipped to fast

2011-05-03T19:01:00.000-07:00

I love you i do
your my best friend
at least you were
latley i can not see

through all the fod
you have caused me
all the tears
you hvae brought me

a text
a call
nope nothing at all
i should walk awaay

from the past
it sliped away to fast
right out of my grasp
now it up to you
will you every give it back?

you nor I

2011-05-03T18:58:00.000-07:00

see thats just it
were slipping back into this
let me guess it because of her
it always is

be it good or bad
dont matter
you will always go back

we dont know why
you nor I
friend nor foe

the past is the past
it should be left like that

they would never say

2011-05-03T18:55:00.000-07:00

come sit down
she said
it was a normal day noboy worried
no body prayed
that he was ok
your friend he died
he killed him self last night

they went on like a normal day
but every body prayed
that it was a joke that he was ok
no body would say
the truth they all knew
they killed him inside
every day they would"play"
every day they would tease
every day they would say
"just go away"

till one day he went away
away for good
he felt it the only way

my life

2011-03-03T14:03:00.000-08:00

i never thought i could loose you
but the possibility is all to real
what would it be like
to be with out

id be empty
id be broken
i could not live with out
i need you in my life

because you are my life
(march 3 2011)

wash

2011-03-02T20:04:00.000-08:00

its time to wash away the pain of the day
let the tears flow
they never seem to end
it never seems to end
do you see what you did
no of course you dont
i wont ever let it show
(feb 28 2011)

lay your head

2011-03-02T20:01:00.000-08:00

you say good night
hoping and wishing
tomorrow never comes
but please dont worry

lay your head
rest your eyes
ill be here when you rise

dont you know?
it just goes to show
i wont ever let you go
its impossible
my love is unstopable
(march 2 2011)

tell me why your sad

2011-03-02T19:56:00.000-08:00

i hate knowing that you hurt your self
that your unhappy
but i understand

and no i wont be mad
sit down and tell me how it felt
are you better now
tell me why your sad
(feb 28 2011)

drop it

2011-03-02T19:50:00.000-08:00

drop it
move on
i want to leave it in the past
never think bout it again

i know u think its right
but your just hurting me more
im scared
im hurt
your just making it worst
(march 1 2011)

my dream

2011-03-02T19:44:00.000-08:00

why do i try
your a waist of my time
i should just sleep
but i know it wont happen

your all i think bout
your all i dream about
so i serenader
i give in

ill text you one last time
but i know its so much more
i wont sleep untell you sleep
because you are my dream

face reality

2011-02-23T17:43:00.000-08:00

you say we'll be together...
forever
you say it like you mean it
but i can see it in your eyes
forever aint to far off

you know that i know
so tell me...
why are you pretending
come on hunny
we'll face reality

i thought i needed you in my life
but this just isn't right
so what i need now...
is for you to leave
so come on hunny
we'll face reality

i know you know
so come on hunny
i think its time to go

star babb
(feb. 21 2011)

i miss you

2011-02-15T21:03:00.000-08:00

I miss you

Like penut misses jelly

I need u like a need air

Ur my best friend with out a doubt

But I wish u were so much more

U always talk bout her

Im so fucking tierd of her

But if she makes you happy

That’s all that maters to me

I just wish

“she” could be me

Star Babb

(december)

I wanna run

2011-02-15T21:00:00.000-08:00

I wanna run

And never look back

Only seeing the path ahead

Every one telling me

I shouldn’t think like that

I shouldn’t feel like that

has driven me insane

Star Babb

(november?)

I try

2011-02-15T20:58:00.000-08:00

I try

again and again

I don’t know why

I just cant win...

I swear ur rigged

to not feel any emotion but hate

knowing this

I will still try

again and again

I don’t know why

Star Babb

(november?)

the girl

2011-02-15T20:51:00.000-08:00

the girl you see
the girl you know
the girl that always smiles
cries at night
hoping and wishing someone would come save her
always saying it will get better
it cant last forever
knows inside
it will never get better
it can last forever
Star Babb
(novemberish?)